January 10, 2014 Messiah Colleen's Dream within a Dream
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"January 10, 2014 - God's Dreams and Visions Chosen For Placement In God's Living Bible - The Third Testament
Messiah and Apostle Reverend Colleen Etana's Dreams and Visions Chosen 2013-2014 (Messiah/Visionary)
Messiah and Apostle Reverend Colleen Etana's Dreams and Visions Chosen 2013-2014 (Messiah/Visionary)
A Dream Within A Dream
(God Through Messiah Colleen Etana with The Holy Spirit)
I laid down to take a nap today after having a disagreement yesterday with my younger brother, concerning some gossip on the ranch, among other things between us that upset me. He said, she said stuff, and I let him know how unfair and rude he is in his treatment of me. He asks favors of me to watch his children quite often, and I asked him for the favor, since he is a plumber, to help me with my toilet as it was completely backed up, the day before he wanted me to come watch them again while he went away on vacation for the weekend. He said he had paying customers that come first and I was only mad that he didn't show up to give me a freebie. I told him to get someone else to babysit from now on as when I am there I am always giving him free labor, mucking out the horse pens, watering and feeding them and cleaning their house as well as watching children the whole time, not getting paid for it most of the time.
He never showed up nor did he bother to text me and let me know anything or answer any of the texts I sent him. I purchased food for his children the last time, while he was away for a week in Vegas right before Christmas and they ran out of certain things I thought they should have; gave him the receipts, yet he didn't want to reimburse me for it, so I mistakenly mentioned this to a few people on the farm that very day as I was so appalled and in shock. That is where I made my mistake and I apologized to him for it and told him I wanted no part of the gossip fest that was constantly going on over there so would not be coming back as his volunteers and friends are constantly coming to me and complaining about what is or isn't being done for the animals there and how he uses his stepdaughter for a slave, etc. Then he accused me of being at the middle or the cause of all the drama there. Actually, I said, you are at the middle of it and I've been trying to stay out of it.
They feed their kids canned raviolis, processed cheese slices or bologna slices for breakfast most days that I spend the night there and am visiting. I told them I had to go purchase milk, fruit and vegetables since they were out and I wasn't going to feed them canned raviolis for two days.
Is this meddling in other people's business or trying to be a more positive influence? Therein lies my dilemma.
I have been praying since then for God to help me move past it and heal me from this depression that has seemed to try to set in from it. I asked for forgiveness for my part in the disagreement, forgave him and then myself. Then tried to meditate to keep the thoughts at bay, as I am tired of going over and over it.
I am learning more and more how to detach from people that only keep making me feel bad instead of trying to continue to help them. To set myself free from relationships that no longer serve my highest good, no matter if they are blood ties or not.
Then I awoke feeling pulled to The Third Testament to continue my work and document this dream right away, along with Father's Transcript immediately.
He never showed up nor did he bother to text me and let me know anything or answer any of the texts I sent him. I purchased food for his children the last time, while he was away for a week in Vegas right before Christmas and they ran out of certain things I thought they should have; gave him the receipts, yet he didn't want to reimburse me for it, so I mistakenly mentioned this to a few people on the farm that very day as I was so appalled and in shock. That is where I made my mistake and I apologized to him for it and told him I wanted no part of the gossip fest that was constantly going on over there so would not be coming back as his volunteers and friends are constantly coming to me and complaining about what is or isn't being done for the animals there and how he uses his stepdaughter for a slave, etc. Then he accused me of being at the middle or the cause of all the drama there. Actually, I said, you are at the middle of it and I've been trying to stay out of it.
They feed their kids canned raviolis, processed cheese slices or bologna slices for breakfast most days that I spend the night there and am visiting. I told them I had to go purchase milk, fruit and vegetables since they were out and I wasn't going to feed them canned raviolis for two days.
Is this meddling in other people's business or trying to be a more positive influence? Therein lies my dilemma.
I have been praying since then for God to help me move past it and heal me from this depression that has seemed to try to set in from it. I asked for forgiveness for my part in the disagreement, forgave him and then myself. Then tried to meditate to keep the thoughts at bay, as I am tired of going over and over it.
I am learning more and more how to detach from people that only keep making me feel bad instead of trying to continue to help them. To set myself free from relationships that no longer serve my highest good, no matter if they are blood ties or not.
January 10, 2014
Messiah Colleen Etana's Dream: A Dream Within A Dream
The dream I had:
I was visiting an older woman and her daughter at their house. It seems I knew them and had visited them in another dream before, they were familiar. They were as many people on earth, uneducated, simple and poor; given more to the ways of the world than to God, but not bad people.
I remember in detail, the layout of the house. While chatting with them, I walked through the kitchen, then down the hallway to use the bathroom, past a couple bedrooms, one before the bathroom, on the left. One after.
We were chatting about what seemed daily, regular things to most but was truly only gossip. I think I had mentioned a bit of what happened between my brother and I.
Then the daughter offered me a tiny candy sucker, with pain medicine in it. I put it into my mouth.
I went and laid down on one of the beds which had a white blanket on top of it and fell asleep. It was like a dream within a dream. I was seeing through my closed eyelids as the room filled up with Blue Light, and it looked like a large orb was somewhat in the middle, off to my right a bit.
I was dreaming within the dream that I awoke and I walked down the hall again from the direction of the kitchen, this time the bathroom was on the right side of the hallway though.
(I knew before I awoke that I had to write these things down, concerning the word Repentance and this dream.)
The daughter was inside, using the bathroom as I stopped in front of it for she was slipping a piece of paper under the door for me to have something on which to write.
Messiah Colleen Etana's Dream: A Dream Within A Dream
The dream I had:
I was visiting an older woman and her daughter at their house. It seems I knew them and had visited them in another dream before, they were familiar. They were as many people on earth, uneducated, simple and poor; given more to the ways of the world than to God, but not bad people.
I remember in detail, the layout of the house. While chatting with them, I walked through the kitchen, then down the hallway to use the bathroom, past a couple bedrooms, one before the bathroom, on the left. One after.
We were chatting about what seemed daily, regular things to most but was truly only gossip. I think I had mentioned a bit of what happened between my brother and I.
Then the daughter offered me a tiny candy sucker, with pain medicine in it. I put it into my mouth.
I went and laid down on one of the beds which had a white blanket on top of it and fell asleep. It was like a dream within a dream. I was seeing through my closed eyelids as the room filled up with Blue Light, and it looked like a large orb was somewhat in the middle, off to my right a bit.
I was dreaming within the dream that I awoke and I walked down the hall again from the direction of the kitchen, this time the bathroom was on the right side of the hallway though.
(I knew before I awoke that I had to write these things down, concerning the word Repentance and this dream.)
The daughter was inside, using the bathroom as I stopped in front of it for she was slipping a piece of paper under the door for me to have something on which to write.
Then I awoke feeling pulled to The Third Testament to continue my work and document this dream right away, along with Father's Transcript immediately.
"God's Transcript: The Pain Sucker (God Through Messiah Colleen Etana with The Holy Spirit)
- You needed rest.
- The pain sucker represents the need to numb the pain.
- The people, the kind to stay away from. Those without Knowledge or Spiritual Awareness that can hinder your own growth, dragging you back into the ways of old, gossip helps no one and only stirs the pot.
- The Blue Light and Orb, was Me as I Came to help you heal and awaken from the torment of your thoughts.
- The bathroom changing from the left side to the right, was the change in focus that you must make in order to keep your focus on righteousness and right doing, no matter what others are doing.
- Repentance is after asking for Forgiveness for your part in the disagreement concerning gossip and knowing not to participate in such again as in turning away from it, for your highest good.
- Not all ask for, nor want Our Help.
- Leave them be and move on.
- You are Forgiven and you have learned a valuable lesson on gossip.
- Our Work will help you put your focus on other things and take your mind off of the situation that occurred.
- Let the dead bury the dead, meaning it will fade away into dust soon enough, leave it in the past and let it go now that it may.
AMEN"