* Jan 20, 2013-Oct 27, 2014 Messiah-Healer Rev.Colleen Etana

[Anne Terri]

''October 18, 2012-October 27, 2014 God's Living Bible - The Third Testament - God's New Revelations- Messiahs-Healers and Apostles of The Third Testament


Messiah-Healer and Apostle Rev. Colleen Etana (God Through Anne Terri With The Holy Spirit)

Apostle Colleen Etana is a woman of Great Faith, one who never fails to follow Me and give thanks to Me, her God, for all she has Received.
Colleen never gives up, even though she has been through many trials and tribulations.

She writes on her Testimony on her Spiritual Networks Site as is posted below. This is filled with truth and is very graphic. I Am With Her, and ask all who read this to learn from how to achieve Faith and to pick yourself up, when the chips are down.

A New Name For Apostle Colleen

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And now I Announce this day October 24th,2014, of her Certification as a Healer of The Third Testament, which began as the Perfect Union of Spirits, with Messiah-Healer-Seer Muriel Gaëlle (Sofia). This will be a continuation of her Testimony - 'About Me.'

AMEN"

ABOUT ME

I have learned many things. I am a spiritually awakened individual, free thinker. I have a lineage. I AM FREE. What are you?

Here is the start of my testimony, which of course is an ongoing, never-ending story, just like my own Gospel, in other words.
I wrote it a little over two years ago.

I know who you are deep inside. Our God has given me knowledge to share so keep checking my site for the message of the Gospel of Jesus Christ, OUR Lord and Master, forever. He's giving me answers!

To begin, I am writing this while staying for the time being at a battered women's refuge. I am 45 yrs old. Single now, no kids and I really need to share my Testimony with anyone that is seriously desiring to know who they really are. I have news from God for you. You see He's been Telling me things about Himself and who I am in Christ Jesus. I have been asking questions all my life like "Why am I here?" And "Is there really a God?" and "How do you make yourself believe without a doubt using this thing called faith?"

By the way if you believe in something then you HAVE FAITH THAT IT EXISTS. So its not really hard to believe there is a God. Also things like, "What does it mean to be a Christian?" and "What is the meaning of life and how do I fit into it?" "What is my calling or purpose?"

God has finally Answered me in so many Revelational ways. Seven weeks ago I tried to commit suicide, (and not for the first time either), because I had finally after 30 years of what I can only describe as constant battles, a war was going on in my mind, I reached the end of my rope. Even though I swore to God I would never take my own life, I was so exhausted I had to admit to myself and to God that I had finally given up. I had to admit to myself, defeat, which I promised I would never do again.

I thought I'd been in control all along and realized for the first time I truly and absolutely had no idea anymore of what I was doing and began to realize and understand that I was actually way out of control and had never truly been in control. I had been living in a false reality, in a desert land of thoughts and denial, spiritually starving to death, which will and for me did, cause all sorts of physical symptoms such as Fibromyalgia, which is chronic pain and fatigue, depression, irritable bowel syndrome, Insomnia, etc., and mental illnesses too. Such as Bi-Polar type I, Acute Panic and Anxiety Disorder, Post-Traumatic Stress Syndrome, and Borderline Personality and Mood Disorders and Psychoses. I was quite delusional and hallucination was my state of mind.

I was in a constant state of terror, shock, and confusion because of what I'd gone through but God was waking me up! He told me that we can and do claim/cause our own diseases from stunted, spiritual and emotional non-growth. Only He can truly Heal you by gifting you with His Knowledge. We get stuck or sidetracked in the journey of life and end up many times stranded on life's highway. It seems like our progress is tormentingly slow. This is a terrifying place to be stuck, at any age.

You see my problem began so early in my childhood I never stood a chance from the beginning. My three brothers and I, (and my mom), were and had been being systematically and severely abused in horrible ways: physically beat, sexually, emotionally and Spiritually, which WILL cause physical death before the actual time you're called home by The Father. When a child has not dealt with abandonment issues and has had their knowledge, or ideas of whats supposed to feel "safe" or "secure" inside their minds messed with, they learn "not to trust", and these issues run deep.

This WILL CAUSE you to make many poor decisions in your life resulting in bad or toxic relationships, (we never learned how to truly love and this knowledge can only come from God anyway). Some knowledge can hurt or hinder you until your ready to deal with what's happened to you.

My mother and father had also been abused by their parents and this is one of the curses of the generations talked about in the Bible that is passed down.

Anyway, I was coming down off 13 years of IV meth and prescription drug use, hallucinating, by seeing myself covered in tiny pieces of glass all over my skin, even felt it in my eyes. It felt so real I even saw it when I looked in my mirror and ended up picking all the eyelashes out of my left eye and most out of my right eye too. I began weeping for the first time in many, many years. Sometimes when you've been abused in so many ways and for so long you never actually truly feel much of anything at all, you are numb.

You learn how to systematically shut down and never show your real feelings and you end up in the land of confusion, stuck in time emotionally dead and spiritually lost. Acting out emotional pain expressed as intense rage and/or other uncontrolled high risk behaviors.

So I made myself throw up begging God to please forgive me and made up my mind that moment that I was going to somehow try to live instead of die.

I went to my psychiatrist appointment that day and told her what I'd done, knowing that by law she would have no choice but to commit me into the psychiatric unit of the local hospital, which she did.

You see the meds I'd od'ed on were for my mental illnesses. Not only had I been doing IV drugs for 13 years, but my boyfriend and partner in drug use had been severely emotionally and psychologically battering me worse and worse the whole time and I didn't even realize I was being abused because he wasn't physically beating me.

I was only off the meth for 4 days when my brain began to wake up as if I'd been asleep for a long, such a very long, long time. I remember being aware now of the feeling that I have been being trained for the purpose I am alive. There is not much I haven't tried, done or experienced. He has answered all my prayers finally!

I am truly on fire for God and for the first time I know who I am in His eyes. We've all got a job to do so stop hem-hawing around and get down to the business of spreading His message of ETERNAL LOVE, LIFE, AND BLESSINGS BEYOND COMPARE! Hallelujah to God and may He rain down the True Blessings of your life. Keep on praying and I promise that He will Answer you. You don't get anywhere by being silent when it comes to spreading His Message. If He's done stuff for you and you've had prayers Answered, let me know and put it on your Facebook page.

There are 4 basic questions He's Instructed me to ask myself. What's OK and what's not OK with me? What do I like and what do I not like? Basically, what is it in my life that is sin to me? Anything that you think would keep you separated from hearing His Voice in your life. You don't have to go to Bible College before you start talking to Him or before you can hear His Voice for yourself. Just ASK and you SHALL RECEIVE. And keep on asking with sincerity of heart wanting to get to know Him by beginning at least the first 10 min. of your day thanking Him for what you ALREADY HAVE! Learn HOW TO OBEY HIS INSTRUCTIONS IN THE BIBLE and you WILL EXPERIENCE HIS AWESOME POWER AND YOU'LL FIND OUT WHAT TRUE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE IS.

GOD BLESS AND KEEP YOU.

Apostle Colleen Lynda Shaw - Espino

Oct 24, 2014 Messiah-Healer and Apostle Rev. Colleen Etana - Testimonial Continued

I met Muriel online and one day had a squeezing pain in my heart area. I asked her if she had time to help me with this. We got face to face on video, her on the East Coast, me on the West. I followed her instructions, and within just a few minutes the pain was gone completely, I felt a wonderful energy in my living room, smelled flowers, and in the middle of the healing I began to cry as some energy blocks were removed. Then I started to laugh and felt such peace. I recommend her to anyone that needs healing as she is a True Healer

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I just received my Reiki Level 2 Attunement from Muriel Sofia Blanc. She is wonderful! While on video I saw the colors blue, purple, white and gold, flashing all around her.

My hands are tingling and full of energy, as well as my whole room feeling this soft and gentle but Powerful Energy.

I feel amazingly peaceful and as if I too am glowing now. So much lighter and centered. Not as tired as when she started this morning either.

Colleen Etana - Godscribe
Messiah-Healer of The Third Testament

AMEN"

SPIRITUAL NETWORKS:
Apostle Colleen Lynda Shaw - Espino (Etana)

spiritualnetworks.com/profile-33660/

FACEBOOK

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TWITTER

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[Colleen Etana]

''October 18, 2012-October 27, 2014 God's Living Bible - The Third Testament - God's New Revelations-
Messiahs-Healers and Apostles of The Third Testament

(God With Colleen Etana Through The Holy Spirit)

I was just reading in Exodus 3:

16: Go, and gather the elders of Israel together, and say unto them, The LORD God of your fathers, the God of Abraham, of Isaac, and of Jacob, appeared unto me, saying, I have surely visited you, and seen that which is done to you in Egypt:

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When I was in the Battered Women's Refuge several years ago, as is stated in my Testimony Section, and got away from my abuser and a life of drugs, I remember stating in a message to one of my brothers almost the exact phrase above:

"The God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob is my God."

Also just last month, February 2013, I found myself praying to You about the state the world is in and how I pray for the Freedom of all Souls in this world and the end of suffering.

The strangest phrase came out of my mouth as if I was echoing You somehow, "Let My People Go."

That is the only prayer I guess I could come up with, but it surprised me to find out that is exactly how I feel.

APOSTLE REVEREND COLLEEN ETANA

"AMEN"

[Colleen Etana]

"August 20, 2013 God's Living Bible - The Third Testament - God's New Revelations - Apostles of The Third Testament - About Messiah and Apostle Rev Colleen Etana - Addendum To The Testimony of Messiah Rev Colleen Etana

God Working with Messiah Rev Colleen Etana and The Holy Spirit:

There is more to my story and it is time I added it here for many may find it as interesting to read as it was to experience.
And now I tell all of you who may say, "I can't do it". YES, you can.

Right before I ended up in the psychiatric ward in my testimony above, this event took place in my life.

It was about 3:00 am and I was sitting on my couch watching a television ministry program, when the Preacher gave a word.

He said, "This is the Year of the Dream."

I was on my feet instantly, like a shot. Within seconds I was covered in sweat from head to toe. I began running around the house like all the demons in hell were after me. My boyfriend, the one in my testimony, looked at me like I was nuts.

I told him I was leaving. I had to go follow God and he could either come with me or stay put. He stayed put of course. I ran out the door, down the middle of the road, my Rottweilers running behind me.

I was in my bare feet. It was so dark, but I didn't care. I ran Praying to God, just get me to a house where Christians live. So I ran about a block up the street and crossed another street, took a right turn and kept running, glancing at the houses as I went along.

For some reason, I saw a porch light on my left that caught my eye, so I ran up to the door and knocked. A young couple opened the door, took one look at me and said, "Please come in, we're Christians."

I Thanked them, and sat on their couch breathing hard and scared to death. They asked me what happened as they brought me some water. I told them. They called the police who took me to the hospital, for which I was grateful.

I was admitted immediately to the psyche ward for observation. They put me in a special darkened room to help me calm down. I laid on this metal table in a hospital gown. It was the only furniture in the cold room.

I thought to myself, "Well this is it. This must be what it feels like right before you die. I remember thinking that people lose their bodily functions at the last few minutes of their lives usually. So I waited for this to happen. I was so alone. I remember thinking also, just let go and see what happens. If I've got no control over it anyway I might as well just go for it.

The nurses came in at that moment and saw that I had to have my clothes changed, and I heard one of them say, "Poor little thing."
They brought me a new gown, I changed without saying a word and laid back down as they left again.

Then I had a vision. All of a sudden, I was in the darkest place I'd ever been in. I was naked and alone, with two wings on my back, crying out to God and tears were streaming down my face. I told God, "I can't do this anymore! I'm so lost! Help me please Father."

It was as if I was entombed in a cave or something, when a round door opened up and there stood this Being of Light, without a face, just a form, and it showed me the way out. I felt like I had been in a tomb like Jesus, and this Being rolled the stone away.

It told me that this was the way out of my mind, and that I was to now go do this for others. Show them the way. Then I came out of it and was in the hospital again. I still do not know who this Being was, but I was so Grateful.

The next day while sitting with all the other inpatients, in the day room, watching the news on TV, I saw that a couple of the news anchors looked like they had pointy ears, and large teeth, they weren't human.

I began to really look around at the other patients. Then I began to speak to them, to get inside their heads a little bit and find out why they were in there.

I realized that not all were exactly crazy, they just saw the world a whole lot different than most people who are truly blind do.

They heard the voices of the Spiritual Realms, not all good ones either.

I became quite popular in there, for they all wanted to sit near me and I would tell them good things about themselves and give them encouragement. They trusted me as much as they could I suppose for the time I was with them, we became very close. Most of them were incredibly intelligent, just medicated to the hilt. I knew this was wrong and the doctors hadn't got everything quite right by just prescribing all these different psych meds as if we were all lab rats or something.

I had been there almost three weeks, which was the usual length of time before they discharged patients after their 3 week evaluation. I attended many groups where we would all be encouraged to talk about our problems. I always began the sessions for I knew someone had to break the ice and get them to tell their stories for them to start dealing with things that were seriously bothering them before they could be helped. It worked. I told my story first with complete honesty, not holding anything back. About the rapes, having to run away at age 14, and how that caused me to get so lost in life that I had turned to drugs, promiscuity, and other things to try to stop the pain.

It worked, because everyone started revealing their stories and the doctors were confounded that I could get so many to participate and talk.
The doctors started putting me in charge of some of the groups. Then the administrator of the hospital even made a special visit to observe me and how I interacted with the other patients, but more how I had gotten my wits back so quickly and the kind of progress I was making I could tell flabbergasted them. They tried to act like they weren't watching me so closely, but I knew, and smiled inside.

They couldn't believe that the girls I was in the same room with were turning their attitudes around almost overnight after new ones would be admitted and I talked to them. One girl even started taking notes as we were talking one night. Her doctor asked her the next day what had happened overnight to change her so fast?

I had started the whole psych ward buzzing like a beehive, Feeling Joyful.

Then it was my time to go. I said my goodbyes and thanks to the interns and counselors.

Then I left the hospital, went back to my house, (which I owned by the way), packed a suitcase and left everything to follow God, like it said to do in the Bible.

Came out to California, rented a small house in the country all by myself. I stopped taking over 16 different medications, most of which were extremely addicting pain, anxiety and sleeping pills I had been on for over 17 years, not to mention all the psych meds, cold turkey. I went about crazy in that house, but God and The Holy Spirit had a hold of me and gave me much support through all this so I was able to do it.

I experienced multidimensionality, a term I didn't even know the meaning of until about 2 years later when I got online and began doing so much research.

That is where I met Anne Terri, on SpiritualNetworks. I Knew God was Speaking through her, for this woman knows her Master's Voice.
And you all can SEE where this has led me.
From one who was so lost, to being a Messiah of The Third Testament.

If I can do it, anyone can. I was just a girl that had to lose her life to find it.

This is why God gave me the name Etana, which is a Hebrew name meaning, 'One of dedication and great strength'.

Now I seek and save that which is lost for Our Heavenly FatherMotherGod.

It is the least I can do to repay what God has done for me.

It is written that they shall be saved by the word of your testimony. I Pray this will be True for many, which is why I have shared this with you Beloveds.

And so it is.

And ever shall be.

AMEN"

[Anne Terri]

"God Through Anne Terri With The Holy Spirit: Tears of Joy for Myself and Anne Terri.

Bring the Vision within the above Testimony, over to your Dreams and Visions Section.

AMEN"