God With Messiah Kia-Questions on My Life

[Anne Terri]

GOD'S LIVING BIBLE - THE THIRD TESTAMENT - GOD'S NEW REVELATIONS -
QUESTIONS TO GOD FROM MESSIAH / APOSTLE VISIONARY KIA AND -
THE GOSPEL OF MESSIAH / APOSTLE/ VISIONARY KIA


God With Messiah Kia - Questions on My Life

(God Through Messiah Kia With The Holy Spirit)

Hello Dear Father!

It took me a long time to openly share this conversation, because it's such a sensitive matter for me and something very personal. My first letter to you was asking for your help regarding my family situation. I love my family dearly.  I do not believe they understood the impact of how their treating of me made me feel. I often wondered why after asking for your help, and although my first letter to you was publicly posted, I never Received any help. I just continued to pray over my situation and assumed Divine timing in what was needed. Well in my comfortable space I would begin to hear Thoughts to many questions I kept praying about and asking.

Why does my family hate me so and what am I doing wrong? I help them all the time and even accept being what they wanted me to me just to avoid fights. They have accused me of a lot of things that I would never do, but I'm also not perfect for there are things wrong that I did do. But how many times do I have to apologize to them and to You in order to be forgiven. I have not spoken to them in at least a couple of months because I distance myself after the last blow up. But I love them and I often feel like nobody loves me God including You at times. So I ask why have You forgotten about me?

"(God Through Messiah Kia With The Holy Spirit) YOU ARE LOVED AND I HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN ABOUT YOU. IT MAY LOOK LIKE ALL YOUR FAMILY HAS MOVED ON AND FORGOTTEN ABOUT YOU, BUT THE DISTANCE WAS REQUIRED FOR YOU TO TURN TO ME AND TO HEAR ME. YOU BECAME UPSET AND SAD WHEN YOUR FAMILY DID NOT RESPOND TO YOU HOW 'YOU' WANTED THEM TO. YOU OFFERED HELP TO THEM WITH THE INTENTIONS IT WOULD BRING YOU CLOSER TO THEM AND MAKE THEM LOVE YOU MORE. YOU WANTED GRATITUDE, WHICH YOU DID DESERVED BUT THEY DID NOT SEE IT THAT WAY. YOU WERE UPSET TO HEAR YOUR HELP WAS NOT ASKED FOR NOR NEEDED, BUT NOT EVEN MY ANGELS WHOM I SEND TO HAVE CHARGE OVER YOU HELP WITH OUT FIRST BEING ASKED, AND WHEN THEY DO ALTHOUGH THEY DESERVE GRATITUDE, THEY DO NOT REQUIRE IT. IT IS BEAUTIFUL THAT YOU WANT TO HELP OTHERS FOR THAT IS PART OF YOUR MISSION HERE ON EARTH, BUT AT TIMES YOU HAVE TO WAIT TO BE ASKED. DO NOT EXPECT TO RECEIVE ANYTHING IN RETURN FROM THEM FOR I HOLD YOUR BLESSING HERE WITH ME. YOU ONCE PROVIDED A QUOTE TO MANY SAYING, 'CHANGE THE WAY YOU LOOK AT THINGS AND THE THINGS YOU LOOK AT WILL CHANGE.'

YOU ALSO LEARN THROUGH TEACHING. WHEN YOU SEE THINGS THAT STAND OUT KNOW THAT IS ALSO A LESSON FOR YOU. TRY NOT TO SEE THINGS WITH WHAT 'YOU' THINK ABOUT THEM, BUT RATHER FROM YOUR HEART AND WITH LOVE. IF YOU FEEL AT TIMES YOU CAN NOT SEE THE GOOD IN THE SITUATION THINK OF A POSSIBLE GOOD OUTCOME, REMAIN POSITIVE AND POSITIVE THINGS WILL HAPPEN. TRUST IN ME; TRUST YOUR ANGELS AND THAT THE MESSAGES THEY SEND YOU ARE DIVINELY GUIDED BY ME, THEN TRUST YOURSELF."

"MY CHILD NOTHING YOU CAN DO WILL MAKE ME NOT EVER LOVE OR BE PROUD OF YOU. IT IS GOOD THAT YOU QUESTION CERTAIN THINGS, FOR I KNOW IN YOUR HEART YOU DO NOT WANT TO LET ME DOWN, BUT YOU COULD NEVER LET ME DOWN WHEN YOU HAVE THE INTENTIONS OF MAKING ME PROUD.

AMEN"

God I have also asked why have my Dreams and Visions stopped/changed. I went from feeling powerful and although I did not understand the meaning behind some of my Visions or Dreams, I never felt so close to You. I know I was being trained for something and knew my Angels were there helping me, but why the change?

(God Through Messiah Kia With The Holy Spirit)  THE CHANGE HAS NOT COME FROM ME BUT FROM YOU, YOUR THINKING HAS CHANGED, YOUR THOUGHTS HAVE CHANGED. WHEN YOU FEEL YOUR MIND WITH DOUBTS, WHETHER DOUBTS ABOUT IF IT'S TRULY ME SPEAKING TO YOU, DOUBTS IF YOUR ANGELS ARE SPEAKING TO YOU AND DOUBTS ABOUT YOURSELF, YOU PREVENT THE CONNECTION FROM BEING STRONG. SOME OF YOUR ANGELS ARE NOT THAT HIGH UP FROM YOU, BUT YET, THEY ARE STILL HIGHER THAN YOU. WHEN YOUR VIBRATIONS BECOME LOW FROM DOUBT AND FEAR AND POOR DIET, THE CONNECTION BECOMES VERY WEAK, THUS WEAKENING YOUR DREAMS AND VISIONS. BUT KNOW THEY STAND AT MY COMMAND AND WILL NEVER LEAVE YOUR SIDE; WHETHER YOU HEAR THEM OR NOT, THEY ALWAYS HEAR YOU. THEY ACTUALLY SPEAK TO YOU QUITE OFTEN THROUGH SIGNS, THOUGHTS (WHEN YOU ALLOW THEM), AND THROUGH FEELINGS (WHEN YOU ARE NOT OVERWHELMED BY YOUR OWN). THEY CAN NEVER LEAVE YOUR SIDE AS I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOUR SIDE. I LOVE YOU MY CHILD AND MY ANGELS WERE CREATED OUT OF LOVE, SO HOW COULD THEY NOT LOVE YOU TOO. WHEN YOU KEEP YOUR INTENTIONS ON HEARING ME AND THEM, HAVE FAITH THAT YOU ARE ALREADY HEARING THEM AND THIS WILL ALLOW YOUR CONNECTION TO BECOME STRONGER.

FAITH, LOVE AND PRAYER IS WHAT YOU MUST REMEMBER, HOWEVER WHEN IT SEEMS YOUR FAITH AND LOVE IS LOW, PRAY AND ASK ME TO HELP GIVE YOU WHAT YOU NEED. KEEP IN MIND I ALREADY KNOW WHAT YOU NEED, BUT JUST AS YOUR FAMILY NEEDS TO ASK FOR HELP, SO DO YOU FOR I AM STILL A GOD OF FREE WILL. LOOK PAST THE ILLUSION OF WHAT YOU THINK YOU SEE AND REMEMBER; I'M ALL THAT IS, MY CHILD I'M EVERYWHERE. FAITH IS AT TIMES BELIEVING IN WHAT YOU CAN NOT SEE, BUT FEEL MY PRESENCE AND KNOW I'M THERE.

AMEN"

God why me, I mean to have this gift that some judge as wrong, why me? I remember last year I prayed to You asking for You not to forget about me and how could the world come to an end without even knowing what I'm good at, or my purpose. Then next thing I know I began to see unseen energy every where I go. I thank You for blessing me, but I can name a few others that would be more deserving of this ability then me.

"(God Through Messiah Kia With The Holy Spirit) MY CHILD WHOM ARE YOU NOT TO BE DESERVING OF IT? I RECALL EVERY LAST PRAYER YOU HAVE EVERY SAID TO ME. YOU HAVE PRAYED FOR OTHERS, YOU HAVE PRAYED FOR YOU AND YOU HAVE PRAYED WHEN IT SEEMED ALL YOUR FAITH IN ME WAS LOST.

YOU ASKED QUESTIONS AND BELIEVED IN WHAT MANY THAT SAY THEY KNOW ME DIDN'T BELIEVE IN. YOU BELIEVED IN MY POWER AND CAPABILITIES, THAT I YOUR GOD HAVE. YOU WOULD EVEN CLOSE YOUR EYES AND SEE PITCH DARKNESS AND SAY, 'IS THIS WHAT IT IS GOING TO BE LIKE WHEN EVERYTHING IS GONE, JUST GOD'? YOU WOULD THEN SAY, HOW THANKFUL YOU WERE THAT I GAVE YOU THE CHANCE OF LIFE EVEN IF AFTER DEATH THERE WAS NOTHING LEFT. THE PEOPLE ON YOUR DESERVING LIST HAVE NOT EVEN HAD THOSE THOUGHTS OF BEING THANKFUL FOR TODAY, EVEN IF I TOOK EVERYTHING AWAY TOMORROW. I WANTED YOU TO KNOW I WOULD NOT CREATE YOU OUT OF LOVE ONLY TO ALLOW NOTHING ELSE AFTER THIS LIFE. I WANTED TO "SHOW" YOU THE TRUTH FOR YOU HAVE ASKED MANY QUESTIONS SINCE A CHILD, ONLY TO HEAR MANY DIFFERENT ANSWERS.

IT IS NOT THEIR FAULT FOR THEY ONLY SPOKE ON WHAT THEY WERE TAUGHT OR WHAT THEY TRULY THOUGHT. I WANTED YOU TO "KNOW" THAT I LOVE YOU AS I DO ALL OF MY CHILDREN AND TO SHOW YOU LIFE CONTINUES BEYOND WHAT YOU KNEW. NOW YOU KNOW THE TRUTH FOR YOURSELF AND DO NOT HAVE TO BE CONFUSED BY OTHERS. I WANTED YOU TO BE ABLE TO SEEK THE TRUTH FROM WITHIN, THEN YOU CAN SHOW OTHERS.

AMEN"

I have been told the Dreams and Visions such as the ones I have are evil, I have been raised to know that these abilities are not from You. How do I explain to others of Your gift to me. There are many that are just speaking what they were taught or raised to know, which really isn't their fault but is now their beliefs.

"(God Through Messiah Kia With The Holy Spirit)  MY CHILD IT IS NOT FOR YOU TO HAVE TO EXPLAIN, YOU TELL THEM I HAVE GIFTED EVERYONE WITH ABILITIES BUT NOT ALL HAVE RAISED THEIR LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS TO UNDERSTAND. TELL THEM YOU WILL SHOW THEM HOW TO KNOW AND UNDERSTAND THEN ALLOW THEM TO LEARN, JUST AS YOU HAVE LEARNED. LET THEM KNOW THAT EVEN IF YOU TOLD THEM, WITH NO FAITH THEY STILL WOULD NOT BELIEVE, AND IF THEY TRULY WANTED TO KNOW THEN THEY WOULD BE WILLING TO LEARN. EVEN IF YOU TRIED TO TELL THEM IT WOULD ONLY CONFUSE THEM FOR THEY MAY SEE THINGS DIFFERENTLY THAN AS YOU SEE THEM, IT DOESN'T CHANGE THE TRUTH JUST CHANGES THE VIEWER. THEY WILL RECEIVE MESSAGES WITHIN THEIR CAPABILITY OF UNDERSTANDING, JUST AS YOU RECEIVE YOURS.

AMEN"

Dear God I have often wonder what is my calling in life. I look around and I see singers with the gift to sing, or hairstylists with the gift of doing hair. I have tried very hard to find what I'm good at but have not come to any ideas. I mean this has been a question I've often asked through out my life, I've even asked others what do they think I'm good at. But what they name is not what makes me happy nor do I feel I'm good at it but, just something I've done well while experimenting on what I could be good at. Will You please give me some insight on this please?

"(God Through Messiah Kia With The Holy Spirit) YOU ARE BLESSED WITH WHAT YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN BLESSED WITH; DO YOU TRULY NOT KNOW? YOU HAVE ALWAYS HAD A WAY WITH WORDS ALLOWING YOUR WORDS TO COMFORT OTHERS WHEN NEEDED. PEOPLE ARE VERY DRAWN TO YOU BECAUSE OF YOUR STRENGTH, EVEN IF YOU DO NOT SEE IT. YOU ARE A VERY KIND AND DEAR CHILD OF MINE, BUT YOU HAVE TO HAVE A CERTAIN LEVEL OF FAITH IN YOURSELF FOR YOUR TRUE CALLING TO SHINE FROM WITHIN. DO YOU NOT "SEE" YOUR CALLING, A FEW YEARS BACK DID YOU EVER THINK YOU WOULD BE WHERE YOU ARE TODAY? YOU USED TO LOVE TO WATCH THE BEWITCHED AND MAGICAL PROGRAMS, AND WOULD JUST SMILE WITHOUT A SINGLE DOUBT. YOUR SOUL WAS YOUR CONNECTION TO HOW THOSE PROGRAMS MADE YOU FEEL. NO, I'M NOT CALLING YOU A WITCH (ALTHOUGH THAT IS JUST A WORD)FOR THE WORDS YOU USED TO USE AS A CHILD WAS, A FAIRY OR SUPERHERO. DO YOU NOT REMEMBER?

AMEN"

WOW(SMILING)! You went way back I remember, this is when I was a child still living in my hometown and still had my sister, brother and parents living in the home together. But that was a long time ago and I don't feel like that little girl anymore. If only life could be that magical and easy.

"(God Through Messiah Kia With The Holy Spirit)YOU HAVE ALL ABILITY TO CREATE THE TYPE OF LIFE YOU CHOOSE, NO DIFFERENT NOW THAN IT WAS THEN. YOU HAVE ALL POWER TO MANIFEST YOUR DREAMS AND ALL THAT YOU WANT, YOU STILL HAVE THAT SAME INNOCENCE. MANY THINK SUCH IS ONLY A FAIRY TALE WHEN THE TRUTH IS, WHAT THEY THINK IS REALLY THE ILLUSION. YOU HAVE ALL POWER FROM WITHIN FOR I SAID, "LET"S MAKE MAN IN OUR IMAGE". I LOVE YOU AS I LOVE ALL MY CHILDREN AND HAVE AWAKENED A FEW TO BRING THIS TRUTH INTO THE WORLD, AT A TIME WHEN IT IS TRULY NEEDED. I HAVE AWAKENED THOSE TO HELP OTHERS AWAKEN TO MY TRUTH ALSO, FOR THEY DO NOT NEED TO TAKE YOUR WORD FOR IT, WHEN THEY CAN GET ALL THE ANSWERS FROM WITHIN.

AMEN"

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Thank you Father/Mother God for Your guidance and beautiful Words. I know You only truly want for the happiness of ALL Your children and I will be more then happy to serve You. Please continue to give me the faith and love I need to conquer whatever. Please continue to love and allow me to respond and react only from Love for You are LOVE. I'm sorry for the doubt I carried and the confusion and fear I allowed to consume me. Please give me strength for I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me. Amen


"AMEN"


Thank you dearly for allowing me to share.