A Series of Questions About Life

[Colleen Etana]

"August 22, 2013 God's Living Bible - The Third Testament - God's New Revelations - The Gospel of Messiah and Apostle Rev Colleen Etana - Questions to God -

A Series of Questions About Life

God Working With Messiah Rev Colleen Etana and The Holy Spirit:

'Father,

As I was reading a post, when it came to the end and mentioned replacing the sign of the cross with Jesus' Fish sign, I was somewhat amazed because knowing about the sign of the cross and the Truth I began several weeks ago to mentally make the sign of Jesus' Fish Father instead of the cross.

Depending on what mood I was/am in or what I was Praying for, I would use neon colors in my mind and do an outline of say Blue or Green, sometimes all the colors of the rainbow, replacing the cross with the Fish, Feeling Joyful.

How amazing and in tune is that? I am so Grateful. I had another harsh lesson awhile back and it really hit me hard right square in the Heart. It had to do with a real romantic, smooth talker from Ireland.

I almost got my hopes up for I couldn't believe anyone would be able to make up such a beautiful story and write me such wonderful letters about who they supposedly were and what they were looking for in a mate.

Before taking another step, even though I was ready to take a chance on Love again, I Prayed to You to allow me to SEE into his real motives and if he was True or not.

I was making plans to go to Ireland, for I thought a girl has to take a chance sometime right?

So I pulled back and started asking him some personal questions, which he had encouraged me to do from the start. When I asked him for information about his family, the town that he lived in supposedly Virginia, and told him I was going to check him out. I said, "You wouldn't expect an intelligent woman to just run off to another country without checking you out would you?"

He immediately signed off of yahoo. I had met him on Facebook, it was a brand new account with no information, there were pictures of three other women there and only two men. So I messaged the women, and told them the nutshell version and asked them to please be cautious, telling them what had happened.

I am flabbergasted at the lengths and depths people will go to, to deceive. It made me wonder why I even came here to help any of the humans and I cried.

I asked myself, why should I believe in Love at all and what is the point? The ones that have been so used, abused, crushed into pieces, and what can these horrendous experiences be for? 

What possible reason could there be for any of us to want to come here and experience the degradation, humiliation, pain, and suffering that so many have done, if this is just some kind of Earth School?

If everything is just experiential and we're supposedly in a Divine Movie, what kind of movie and who is the Director? How much suffering are we to endure for this Divine Movie we are in? Something not right about this.

Then I think to myself, so it is written we shall all be changed in the twinkling of an eye, You will wipe away every tear, and we will forget whatever we went through here right?

Then I thought to myself, we will never forget what happened to us, just like no one in Heaven will forget the crucifixion of Jesus. If we are to put the past behind us and move on, which is all we can do, then what is it all for and what purpose does any of this serve the Greater Good?

I was so perplexed, and all I want is the Truth. I hate to even type this out, but what kind of God, FatherMother, would keep sending people to be born here in the mess that it is in? I am so sorry that I have to ask, but I am trying so hard to make sense of all this.

All of this just to learn about compassion? To what greater purpose is more suffering going to teach anyone after the levels of hell we have experienced here? When will it be enough?

Please help me understand for I cannot take another heart break, yet do not want to allow bitterness to take root in my heart either.

I know I cannot lean unto my own understanding Father, so please allow me to at least lean unto Yours just a little bit?

Why would something like this keep happening to me? I am not asking for it, focusing on it. It is said my Soul is teaching me lessons I came here to learn. I know this lesson only too well so then why does it keep happening? It makes one want to throw in the towel.

My Heart was so broken. I was devastated at the bald faced, outright lies that I feel I will never be able to trust another man as long as I live, the rest of my Life. I felt like I wanted nothing to do with men ever again. If there are any good ones, they are extremely rare indeed.

How is one supposed to Trust, when none are trustworthy? What purpose does this lesson serve for our Souls? How not to be a fool? How not to Trust anyone?

You tell us about not putting our heads in the sand. Does that mean we 'should' look at what bloody corpses are passed around online, keep raising awareness, and prepare for what is to come about the situation in the USA, and food etc? When I tried to ask You questions about it in the thread on FaceBook, to get some answers, then You Say I'm talking about doom and gloom. To use Your Own Words, which is it to be? Don't talk about or discuss it, or do? Don't focus on the negativity and horrors of this world or do? Can't You SEE how confusing this all is for me?

Please Forgive me, I just don't know what to think about all this. I try to be so strong and then it seems I lose again. Are these lessons supposed to serve in teaching us never to trust? Never to fall in Love? To put oneself in seclusion and away from people for the whole time they have to live here on earth?

Amen'


"Working Online To Teach and Interact With Other Sites (God Through Anne Terri With The Holy Spirit)

1. If you could see how you and Sonya were going back and forth on that thread, you would realize that all the evil within that film had gotten you both frightened, and you were both ready to head to a bunker.
2. None of the comments were like you, and this confused Anne greatly.
3. Sonya's Canada is not a good choice; Canada is one of the most difficult countries to move to, even if one has family living there.
4. I Said, in response to this film, 'Sad Truth'.
5. These tactics happening within the USA, especially in airports, and war-zones, are partially based on fear, from 9/11.
6. Yes there are major problems in the USA but also in other countries who are far worse off than yourselves.
7. Do you believe you volunteered to be on earth to raise your Spirituality?
8. I Teach little about why you are on earth, for it is one of the higher levels of Hell, a training area for Fallen Angels.
9. Most have see My Commandments.
10. I Arrive throughout certain periods in earth's history to Teach through humans who are ready Spiritually to have the Faith to go to the next level.
11. I Allow those here to make their own decisions.
12. Anne too has asked why I Allow Free Will?
13. You know the answer.
14. Without Free Will I Have Created Robots.
15. My Fallen Children have a chance to Find Me, and to be Allowed to Transcend back to Heaven to live in Peace.
16. Jesus opened the way, but suffered as he fell to the evil all around him.
17. I Picked him up.
18. AMEN"

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Messiah Rev Colleen Etana:

'This is what many Believe. We come to Earth to learn about everything like Creation, reincarnating 1000's of times to expand our Consciousness. Isn't it all about Spirituality mostly since we were Spirit formed first?

Then are all those on Earth the Fallen Ones? What about all the Lightworkers and so many saying they came to Earth to Answer Your Call to help Lady Gaia? Is this not True or are we lying to ourselves to make us feel better about where we are?

I somehow do not think it's True for everyone on Earth, but how to tell the difference if what the Holy Books say is True regarding Oneness and All being formed and with You before the Creation of this world?

Thank You so much for Your Answers Father. That was a most upsetting experience. But I will stand the tests and come out on top even if it seems like one moment I have lost a tiny battle. I know I cannot fail because We stand Together.

I can accept any Truth You tell me in the twinkling of an Eye, so to speak.

Amen'

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" My Angels In Heaven and On Earth (God Through Anne Terri With The Holy Spirit)

1. You and Anne have many parallels. Neither of you will give up.
2. Everyone of My Creations are of Spirit, for I Am Spirit, The Father and Mother of All Creation.
3. Many confuse the levels of Heaven and Hell for they are close together in dimensions, and are many.
4. In addition, in the very beginning, these were Spiritual areas to house various levels of My Heavenly Hosts.
5. Reincarnation is for spirits needing to be placed within lifeforms, which due to Spiritual deficiencies, must undergo Spiritual Lessons.
6. They can be placed anywhere I Choose throughout the Universe. Reincarnation it is not desirable unless one is moving upward, for it is as being on a merry-go-round, until they are able to learn how to Be With Me.
7. Being in a body of matter hurts. Do not discount Evolution, which is an endless process, as in moving up the ladder. Earth as you know, has gone through various Spiritual Shifts.
8. So no, not all are Fallen Ones.
9. There are many Worthy Angels here Who are helping those who are in need of rising to a better place in one of Heaven's Dimensions.
With this said, I Want to See earth become a Dimension of Heaven, in the future.
10.These Angels now helping you, are in Spirit Form, Assisted by those such as the Light-workers who are advanced levels of Spiritual lifeforms, able to communicate with humans on earth.
11. Both are there to seek those whom I Have Selected to work with them to Assist Me in this goal.
12. You are of the ones Selected by Me Personally.
13. Jesus was Sent in Spirit to Teach on earth as man.
14. You are there to Teach that which he was unable to complete, as is Anne and the ones who have arrived to become a part of this monumental time on earth.
15. Those who are Working With Me, are beginning to Arrive.
16. I Selected from My Heavenly Angels.
17. Did they volunteer?
18. No they were selected, but not Forced, and are here to Please Me, for all are One Family with Me, and they do not want to see their Fallen Brothers and Sisters suffering.
19. They want to help.
20. You and Anne as well as others working with Me, have little memory of Heaven.
21. Sometimes I Give you Dreams and Visions to help you to See where you have worked in the past, and have lived in Joy.
22. You both were carefully placed in families who would need you. Sometimes this is the most difficult of missions.
23. Bless you.
24. AMEN"


Messiah Rev Colleen Etana:

'Thank You for Your Answers Here. I have learned. I am glad You are in charge, Feeling Joyful. 

Now I know better and have learned from You where my mistakes were.

I am Grateful for Your Corrections.

Amen"



"God Through Anne Terri With The Holy Spirit:

Spoken like a True Messiah who is Ascending.

AMEN"