Post by Colleen Etana on Feb 28, 2013 5:05:45 GMT 1
"February 27, 2013 GOD'S LIVING BIBLE - THE THIRD TESTAMENT - GOD'S NEW REVELATIONS - GOD'S LESSONS FOR LIVING - HUMAN PROTECTION / ABUSE
My Abused Children (God Through Anne Terri With The Holy Spirit)
Apostle Reverend Colleen Etana, Anne is not upset but is a kindred Spirit. Some of the forms of abuse she received as a child are at such a level of horror she does not post them. Yet on the other hand she had a productive childhood in areas I Chose for her, so she would find Peace. One of her abuses came later; an attempted rape. She forgave this young man who was much younger than herself -she also knew him- in hopes he would never sin again. She was the victim of an attempted murder, who she also forgave, for he was an over zealot Christian trying to rid the world of evil, and in truth was using evil to fight that which he did not understand. My Dear Apostle, thank you. This is to be posted to facilitate the healing of others. You may also post it in your Gospel.
AMEN"
"Healing From Abuse
(God Through Reverend Apostle Reverend Colleen Etana With The Holy Spirit)
Bless You Father.
Some people will take a lifetime and still not get over the issues of abuse. I hope this does not upset Anne too much, me speaking about these things and if so, I am sorry and will stop.
I was also raped, not violently, but against my will, by two men when I was 14 and still a virgin, and had to keep it secret from my parents for I knew my father would have murdered them. And I was thinking more of the family than myself, for what would we do without a father to support us? From a child's perspective as You can tell.
I remember thinking at the dinner table that night, "Why can't anyone see I am different? No one even notices that I am changed and something was taken from me, my innocence, and I shall never get it back."
I truly have forgiven everyone that has ever hurt me, and I also sometimes pray like Jesus did and ask that it not be laid to their charge, for I do know that they truly do not know what they are doing at the time, at what level they are causing the spirit pain, and how it can affect a person's whole life.
I barely even think about it anymore which I believe tells me that I'm over it and that Your Love has healed my spirit.
I want to show others that it is entirely possible to put these kind of things behind them and live in the NOW. This doesn't have to haunt them all of their life, but I also understand others have had it alot worse than me, which is something I tell myself to keep things in perspective so I don't complain and dwell on the painful issues of my past, spending my whole life on healing rather than on living.
Thank You for Your explanation, it means so very much to me. Thank You for Your healing my heart and soul. I am so grateful and I love You.
Although this reply is very personal, I am not embarrassed at all and You may post this, if You think it also would be helpful, for to give such an example to others, of forgiveness, is very important I think.
Selah
AMEN"
My Abused Children (God Through Anne Terri With The Holy Spirit)
Apostle Reverend Colleen Etana, Anne is not upset but is a kindred Spirit. Some of the forms of abuse she received as a child are at such a level of horror she does not post them. Yet on the other hand she had a productive childhood in areas I Chose for her, so she would find Peace. One of her abuses came later; an attempted rape. She forgave this young man who was much younger than herself -she also knew him- in hopes he would never sin again. She was the victim of an attempted murder, who she also forgave, for he was an over zealot Christian trying to rid the world of evil, and in truth was using evil to fight that which he did not understand. My Dear Apostle, thank you. This is to be posted to facilitate the healing of others. You may also post it in your Gospel.
AMEN"
"Healing From Abuse
(God Through Reverend Apostle Reverend Colleen Etana With The Holy Spirit)
Bless You Father.
Some people will take a lifetime and still not get over the issues of abuse. I hope this does not upset Anne too much, me speaking about these things and if so, I am sorry and will stop.
I was also raped, not violently, but against my will, by two men when I was 14 and still a virgin, and had to keep it secret from my parents for I knew my father would have murdered them. And I was thinking more of the family than myself, for what would we do without a father to support us? From a child's perspective as You can tell.
I remember thinking at the dinner table that night, "Why can't anyone see I am different? No one even notices that I am changed and something was taken from me, my innocence, and I shall never get it back."
I truly have forgiven everyone that has ever hurt me, and I also sometimes pray like Jesus did and ask that it not be laid to their charge, for I do know that they truly do not know what they are doing at the time, at what level they are causing the spirit pain, and how it can affect a person's whole life.
I barely even think about it anymore which I believe tells me that I'm over it and that Your Love has healed my spirit.
I want to show others that it is entirely possible to put these kind of things behind them and live in the NOW. This doesn't have to haunt them all of their life, but I also understand others have had it alot worse than me, which is something I tell myself to keep things in perspective so I don't complain and dwell on the painful issues of my past, spending my whole life on healing rather than on living.
Thank You for Your explanation, it means so very much to me. Thank You for Your healing my heart and soul. I am so grateful and I love You.
Although this reply is very personal, I am not embarrassed at all and You may post this, if You think it also would be helpful, for to give such an example to others, of forgiveness, is very important I think.
Selah
AMEN"